An affirmation

Am I whats right with the world?
Or am I whats wrong with the world?

I go to the temple everyday.
I pray everyday.
I mostly eat at home.
I spend lots of time with my grandmom.
I unfailingly deliver, mostly on time.
I respect women. Maybe a little too much, but nonetheless.
I maintain abnormal amounts of personal integrity - I dont lie. I dont cheat. Hell, I dont even copy in exams.
Brokering peace is my idea of a successful fight.
I am considered highly creative and have been picked up for plum postings just because of that.
I am always the last man standing.
A challenge is impossible to let go. I chase activities that appear impossible challenges.
I cant sleep without my daily fix of information. I must learn something new everyday.
Hell or high water cant stop me from getting what I want. If I want anything on planet earth, all i have to do is want it. And nothing can possibly come in my way.
I have a great weakness - empathy. It is mostly unnecessary and ends up hurting me.
I have clarity of thought.
I listen to people. Like, actually listen. And get them fully. As opposed to hearing people and have mind conversations about what they are saying.
I am deeply committed to altering the world.
Education is a space I will give my life to transform.
I have a strong attachment to all things spiritual.
I am a hardcore romantic. I write songs, do the flower routines, and all that is considered romantic.
Id rather connect with her than get into her pants right away. Sex, is after all, cerebral for me.
I feel. Deeply. Powerfully.



I havent been able to pass engineering. I have written 2 subjects 4 times, and havent been able to write enough to pass it. And if I pass, I complete engineering.
I am a failure in my dad's eyes. Because I havent been able to complete my degree.
I still havent been able to pay off my dad for the loans that I took from him.
I am out of shape. Ugly. Have wasted whatever looks I have.
I am a social misfit. I mostly cant fit in.
I have extremely low tolerance levels for irresponsibility and stupidity.
My fitness is terrible. Bad health and low immunity.
I havent been able to make a relationship with a woman work. Havent been a clearing for the right woman to show up.

Am I everything that is right with the world or everything that is wrong with the world?