ah...

just imagine if i catch a bunch of musicians who play blues/jazz and we jam all day.
ahh.thats so much bliss.i dont think id ever be as fulfilled doin that.
an agressive solo..a bluesy mild solo..a patch altered psychedelic solo..an arrogant over-the-top solo..some tight rythym..some slap bass in the background..some dreamy keys..some airy space solo filled with sparse notes..some skin bashing..some tight bass drum rythym.

and those 2 notes that would make you feel like crying...


am i fuckin musician..or a fuckin photographer..or a skilled manager..or a creative thinker..or a person who makes a difference in peoples lives..or a bloody smoker/drinker..or an insane traveler..or a committed lover..or a fuckin POET..or a angst filled critic..or am i person driven by an idea..driven by the future...driven by the vision that i want to create??

i DONT KNOW!

and i dont need help thank you very much!



' O great creator of being grant us one more hour to perform our art & perfect our lives '